meow.

hey. don't worry about it- i don't even care. i like larka.... :)

i went to pioneers park today to sit and study....now i have a red back. :( hopefully it'll turn to a tan overnight, one of those magical skin things, you know.

i stopped to see you after my run today- but i didn't ring the doorbell. i just hollered. you didn't answer. :( i know you were home because i watched you leave from my window shortly thereafter. that's ok. we'll catch each other again soon.

i'm falling hard for this boy, leslie. really hard.

and it's windier than crap....and i'm hungry so i'm going to go make a lunch. hope to see you soon, doll. love you.

Reeeaarrr!

Sorry if I let the cat out of the bag tonight. I felt bad. Please accept my apology. I do not want to be a crappy friend. I'm glad you came over again. I like just having you here.

I am looking at my stolen picture right now. So enjoyable. I think I will look at it occasionally when I need a break from my studies (ha! what studies?). I will make you a CD soon. I enjoy making them as much as I do listening to them.

Well, I better attempt to sleep although I'm too hyped up to relax. I should have had you play piano until you and I both slept soundly. Sigh. Nighty night. Hope you fall asleep before 5 am.

D to the D

sweet caroline

i bet you're tired. i'm just assuming. you know.....

i'm tired. i didn't fall asleep until after 5 am......what the devil was i doing up until then, you ask? i'm asking myself the same question. i was tossing. i was turning. i was pretending to sleep- hoping to fake myself out.....to no avail.

i love the rain. so very much. i did see that you hadn't left yet when i was leaving at 9:10 this morning.....i wondered about you. glad to hear you made it to class. as for the double point attendence, i would recommend you go. last week of classes......what's it going to hurt? but that's just me.

freak-out tuesday isn't looking so bad. on the contrary, actually....it's looking extremely bright for reasons i will not mention. could be that i have new piano music to practice.... could be that. :)

see you soon, doll.
-heather lea

Oh, sweet bliss!

Hey friend. Well. It was pouring rain this morning. I would generally love this fact and embrace it. I would dress in a trench coat, hat, umbrella, and perhaps some sort of galoshes. Due to the fact that I had class at 9:30 and woke up at 9:16 this morning, I didn't have time to prepare. I threw on a shirt (dirty) and some jeans (great for the rain...) and my ugly waterproof jacket. I also wore my Danskos...with skinny jeans. I know. Lovely. So there I am, sitting through class, freezing my booty off, soaking wet, and not having brushed my hair. Nice.

How has your day been so far?

I'm definitely not going to my other class even though we have double attendance points today. Huh-uh. No way.

I hope you can come over and practice piano more. I want to hang out and re-connect with you more. I feel like our relationship has been an empty vessel waiting to be filled with some sort of elixir of life that will restore our friendship to an even greater state than it ever was. RUN ON SENTENCE!!! YESSSSSSS! Well, can't wait to see you again. I'll talk to you soon!
~The DAME

late night phone call

Oh you....you're probably still yappity-yap-yap-yapping away. Good for you. That's healthy. That's important- embrace it, my dear. :)

Thanks so much for your piano tonight- I'll be over more often as i continue to practice my very special music....and i'll be nearly as sad as you when you have to return it to ben.

love you lots. must go to bed.

i have a sister somewhere in detroit

Dear Chatty Cathy,

HA! You're certainly correct about that being difficult to remove from your car. I can't even imagine.

What I CAN imagine is the end of school; of not having homework to do after work; of having hours of time that have recently been devoted to reading textbooks, writing research papers, miscue analysis', catching up on worksheets and losing sleep......i CAN imagine this...and it is a beautiful thing. I can't tell you how many books I'm going to check out from the library immediatly after finishing my final on Tuesday- 2 WEEKS FROM TODAY!!!!!

I'm at scoots- just sneezed huge all over the table. Hope Chris wipes this one off before the next person sits down. HA! Joke's on them.

Lol.....now i'm just chuckling to myself out loud...and I look ridiculous.

I love being ridiculous. And I love my carmelicious beverage- what a great recommendation!

Go make your next choice, be your best choice.

Yeah. I need to get my booty in gear regarding that whole PPST thing. I am afraid I won't get into Doane. FREAK OUT!!!

I'm trying to learn a song on guitar, but who the heck knows how to play an F#m? I don't. That's for sure. It's about time I learn some new chords, though. I have used the same six or so since I first bought a guitar.

What a nice day! It was funny stopping and saying hi to you in the car today. I moved on quickly, though, because the girl behind you looked totally pissed off. I was afraid she was gonna key my car and write the words "Chatty Cathy" on my car. Yikes. That wouldn't be easy to get rid of, I'm afraid. Well, best go. I have stuff to do that I'm for sure not doing.
DAV.DAME.
p.s. I like how you use "homeworks" in the plural. Very chic.

help is on the way

Hi my dear friend. Yes, you can take the ppst at sylvan. It takes about,.....well, they give you 4 hours to complete the test. The results take 2-4 weeks (i think) to get to the schools. That could be wrong. You can always call 423.8833....(i think) for more information. That should be sylvan's phone number- but you'll probably want to look it up just in case. :)

I laughed out loud at you and Jason Mrazy.....mrazy-poo. Good job, that's funny.

Double D.....you're not kiddin'. Good grief.

I've got to get going on my homeworks. Lots to do, love.

-heather lea

What could be better?

What could be better than listening to Regina Spektor and eating Doritos? Not much. It would be even better if I didn't have a paper looming over my head. I've been listening to some enjoyable new music lately. Lily Allen is one. Jason Mraz, the other. Of course I have always enjoyed Jason Mraz, but it wasn't until I saw him in concert that our musical souls united and sang a triumpant song together towards the heavens. At least that's how I imagined it.

I am behind in my "non-school related" graduation responsibilities. Can I take the PPST at Sylvan? How long does it take to get the scores!? Help me. I better start that paper. Talk to you soon,
DD.

privilege plus

I'm sorry to hear you're stressed. School blows. Sometimes. :) I wonder who decided to coin the term "blows" as in "school blows". Probably someone who is the opposite of the person who coined the term "sucks" as in "school sucks" because those two are opposite statements. But actually, quite similar. They both have negative connotations, but "suck" and "blow" mean two completely opposite things. Hmmmm.

In other news, yesterday was "freak-out Tuesday", I think. I freaked out, you were stressed.... maybe it's that mid-week hump that we all need to get over. Or maybe we need to get over ourselves. :)

I'm going to class from 10:30-11:30 but then I'm home all day if you want to come study. I know you have a very busy day, so don't feel obligated. I'll be here either way.

I love you.
-heather lea

SIGHT/TIME DEBACLE

Hello,
I don't even know what a sight word is. This week is so stressful. I'm glad I'm writing, though. I actually have to finish planning my funeral right now. Sounds strange, but it's true. I have to do it for a class, and believe me, it's not the kind of work you want to do in a couple days. Seriously.
Sorry you're feeling behind. I'm trying to get with the game, here, but it's not working. I can't work hard enough and long enough to catch up. I was glad to see you out in the hall today in Andrews. I like seeing non-class friends in a classroom setting. It's like a breath of fresh air. On the subject of the play you invited me to, I would love to go, but once again cannot. After the funeral project I have to do a 10-12 page paper with a scrapbook thing to go with it. LAME. I'm glad it's not at the end of the semester, but it's all crammed into the same week anyway. HOpefully I can spy on you tonight.
Double D.

miles behind me, the faces of the whole, i laugh

"I'm slowly changing. I'm becoming what I wanted to stop." -Bethany Dillon, no correlation to me or my feelings, really.

It's raining, Leslie. Really raining. I'm stressed. I'm behind. I've allowed myself free time that I didn't have....and loved every minute of it, but now I'm hard pressed, and skipping classes that I can't and shouldn't be skipping. This will make me further behind, not ahead. Ergo, I am frantically writing (0r trying to write) lesson plans and get assignments done before my tutoring session this afternoon. For a while, I thought I might make it to art class.....but as 2 o'clock quickly approaches, I'm seeing that hope swiftly fade into the back of my mind.

I've got a plate full of salsa and lettuce leaves. Nice lunch, huh.

I'm starting to believe that time is not a constant thing that we, as humans, seem to think we can grasp with what we've created as the "clock". I'm starting to think that some hours really do pass more quickly than others and that other times, time seems to stretch out into slow motion. More and more I am convinced of this.

I'd better get back to my lesson plans. Have any great ideas for working on sight words, let me know. I don't want to make him do flashcards again.

Much love,
Heather Lea

Tighty whiteys.

Wow. I never realized that I have no idea how to spell whiteys. Or is it whities? That doesn't look right. Neither one of them does. No purpose for that title, either. I just like it. And the thought of them. And the thought of the opposite of them. And no, I don't mean naked. I mean boxer briefs, obviously.
I just pulled out a picture of a frickin' awesome haircut. It's about chin length. Should I risk my newly grown long, luxurious locks? I think not. I'll wait for a few more months, at least.

I graduate in three weeks. THREEEEEEEEE. That's so weird. Too bad I have to "walk" as some people call it. I don't really want to, but maybe deep down I do. I'm never afraid of a little pomp and circumstance. I just don't want to buy a gown. I wish I could have a hood to go with mine. That would be sweet. Note to self: get masters or doctrate so can have v.g. outfit with hat. Well, I'm heading to bed, moochie head. I'll talk to you soon!
mucho love-o,
Dav. Dame.

glad to have you back, my dear

Yeah, I'm driving home after I get off work tomorow night at 11:30.....ick! My friends Ashley and Tye are going with me so I don't fall asleep and veer off into the other side of the road...

I have lots of news.....as I'm sure you do also. We need to catch up. After Easter. I hope you're doing well....i haven't even seen you in your english class when i peek in to spy on you. what's the deal? did you get a new seating arrangement?

Work it. Own it. That's right baby, look at you!

Sorry for t-fing

Hello!
Whoa, I just randomly check the blog, expecting nothing and there you are! Bam! Thanks for comin' home. I can't chat long, I've gotta go to class. It's Easter weekend, you know. Are you going home? I am, but i have to bring a crap-ton of homework with me. Suck. I have to go. Bye!
!DD

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TF!

Well, since you're t.f-ing, I'm going to post again. I hope you're well. I want to come over and peruse through your closet. Soon. Your home is empty. I watched you leave this morning. I sound like a creepy stalker. eek.

I wanted to line your sidewalk with palm branches on Sunday. But I thought that may be a bit sacreligious. You're not Jesus. I love you, but not like I love him. Sorry, girl.

Also, my old/new friend is great. You and I need to chat.

I'm NOT being productive right now. I'm punishing myself by forcing me to end the post. I can't blog until my homework is done.